Lonely Life

While i am at home sitted on my stool bored to death , my mind divided like a galaxy in the dark night, i think "what the hell is wrong with me?" The world seems to have forgotten about me .
But to some extent i think i am a loner . I actually don't have many friends around to make my days a rainball. I instead prefer sitting a lone scrolling through my smart phone texting virtual people on social media , who i have never or will ever meet .
So i keep fantasizing about travelling the world , meeting new people of different backgrounds. It has been my childhood dream.
At the end of it all ,when it gets dark  i coil myself back to life of movies and variety of both local and international music. Thats my world.